Title: Pourin' Out The Pain Artist: T34L Release Year: 2025 Released as: Album (Pin-Up Girl) ISRC: QT6G72575302 ASCAP: 933822527
Clock hits five and I’m right back here
Same barstool, same tired mirror
Tellin’ myself it’s just one more night
But I’ve been sayin’ that line half my life
And I know it ain’t fixin’ what’s breakin’ me down
But the quiet hits harder when no one’s around
So I’m pourin’ out the pain, tryin’ not to feel
Chasin’ all the things I wish were real
Yeah, I smile like I’m fine, but it’s just a disguise
I’m drownin’ my heart one drink at a time
Ain’t proud of the mess, but it’s how I survive
Just pourin’ out the pain tonight
Mama used to say I was stronger than this
But she never saw the nights the world don’t miss
Bills stack up, dreams fall through
And everybody thinks you’re fine ’cause you smile on cue
I’ve tried runnin’, I’ve tried prayin’, I’ve tried holdin’ on tight
But sometimes the dark wins another fight
So I’m pourin’ out the pain, tryin’ not to feel
Chasin’ all the things I wish were real
Yeah, I smile like I’m fine, but it’s just a disguise
I’m drownin’ my heart one drink at a time
Ain’t proud of the mess, but it’s how I survive
Just pourin’ out the pain tonight
Maybe one day I’ll stand up straight
Look in the mirror and like my own face
But ’til that moment finally finds its way
I’m doin’ what I can just to make it through today
Pourin’ out the pain, tryin’ not to feel
Hopin’ tomorrow I’ll find somethin’ real
Yeah, I’m holdin’ on tight with all that I’ve got
But tonight this bottle’s the only friend I’ve got
Ain’t proud of the mess, but it’s keepin’ me alive
Just pourin’ out the pain tonight
